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Turn left on Flights of fancy

Pass the Last Pit Stop Supernova

Heading light speed ahead directly to the end of universe to the start of euphoria

Make a right at heartache and splendor

That’s where I parked my car

I don’t get it…

what is it that people want?  what do people want from me? what are they trying to accomplish?  what more can I do?

I ask myself those questions on a daily basis.  In an attempt to do the impossible.  Understand what it is that people are really getting at!

Sometimes I think the Gods of old are having a laugh at my expense.  Or perhaps just generally putting me through my paces.  Testing me  to see if I am truly deserving of all that is glittery and gold.  I pray that they will welcome me into their house once more and allow me to dine with them. 

For now I am forced to try to figure out the logic behind the madness.  For which there is none or else it wouldn’t be madness.

What to type, when I have so much to say…

hmmm…

I’m in a generally good mood, surprisingly after all the recent “high profile” deaths that have occurred.  Now please don’t think that I’m the type of person that gets off on tragic events.  I don’t.  If anything all that has happened put things back into perspective for me.  Things have been reinforced again.

Life is to beautiful and wonderful to let all the bad karma of others bring you down.  Nothing is guaranteed, so it’s up to ones own self to find the happy technicolored rainbow amidst the muck and gloom.   It’s even nicer when you have others who are willing to take part in this perpetual game of hide and go seek. We all have a right to be able to enjoy our lives minus the daily drudgery that those out there would try to dump on us.  For those individuals that don’t seem to get it.  I feel sorry for all the wonder you are destined to miss out on.

I’m glad I have found this feeling again! It has renewed my stamina and drive to keep pushing for my happiness.  I won’t give up on it and I hope who ever reads it will do the same.

Keep on enjoying the sun when everyone wants to bring on the rain